heads or tails

It’s these contradictions
that I’m constantly in;
these self inflicted
predicaments.
It’s these sins that I give in
to,
when I give in to you.

I have all these feelings that I’m yielding
but not doing a very good job at, at that.
I want to immerse myself into you
but I will only hurt myself
if I do.

Mendacious mind frames and games played
only to lose in the end,
because I chose, in the end
to begin the same cycle,
habit,
and patterns
all over again.

So what do I chose?

Which do I lose-
The logic or the fear?

KV ©

 

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